She likes me...

I found a note in my facebook page from a Mrs. Trauma Flintstones...

YOU have the best drag name I have ever, ever seen. Because I've been performing a loooooooooong time, I often get interviewed. And, inevitably, I'm asked about my own drag name (Trauma Flintstone). Then, the interviewer will ask about other drag names. I have cited your name as the BEST of all drag names out there. I'm also quite fond of Lois Commondenominator, Sharon Needles and Delia Cards. But you, mister, WIN.

Kudos to you.

Yea I flipped out when I read that...I admire her A LOT and to see that she has listed my name under her favorites kinda makes me happy...

interesting...

after 2 years of craziness, ipod getting stolen, hijacked on the Fline, beaten in the head with a gun by a tranny...and now work, housing issues...and now I find out my grandfather MIGHT have breast cancer, and my mom is getting her 4th divorce and moving to Florida my freind did my astrology chart...and this is what is says...

Oh wow, you poor thing, no wonder you are copping it from all sides.

I was correct in my assumption about the Pluto transit. You've had Pluto messing around with your Neptune for nearly a full two years now. Neptune is a planet that makes us want to "merge" with the universe, if you know what I mean. You've got a very strong Neptunian influence in your birth chart, so this transit is particularly painful for you. Your normal support network is being stripped away, you've probably experienced ( and probably are still experiencing) some severe depression. People with strong Neptunian influences generally have some sort of addiction issue. Neptunian people really feel the pain of the world and escape that in various ways. Be it drugs, alcohol, sex or food, you've probably been trying to take comfort in your addiction, but it's not been terribly effective. As I said in my previous email, it feels like the end of the world as you know it.

The good news, is that this transit will be over by the end of December, so things may not ncessarily be looking up by then, but you should be feeling better about them.

The other transit you've had going at the moment is the Black Moon on your Venus. The Black Moon as a particular point in space that relates to the moon, and deals with deep feminine secrets and issues. You've no doubt been having some deep internal stuff going on over the last few months. This would also relate to your concerns for your mother's well being. I'm sure you love her very much, but judging from your natal chart, she has been causing you pain from probably the moment you were born. Unintentionally of course.

Coming up, Pluto is going to hit your Jupiter - Jupiter is all about fun and good fortune. Emotionally things should be a bit easier than they have been. Your social circle may diminish, and things that currently bring you joy may stop doing so. Hopefully this will be aleviated by the triple teaming of Neptune, Chiron and Jupiter which will be hitting your Sun at about the same time. There will be new things and people coming into your life to help you through this period.

I've been trying to figure out how to say this delicately, but can't seem to find a way. So here it is. Whatever your addiction/pleasure, please be careful with it. The powerful team of Neptune Chiron and Jupiter can indicate suffering from having fun. It had a huge influence on Michael Jackson's chart at the time of his death.

You're going through an incredibly powerful process of transformation. You will be a new, better and stronger you once you come out the other side. It's hard to remember that in the moment. You have people around you who love and care for you, and they will help you through. It will get better.

*sigh* how funny is that...and she didnt even know half of the shit that went down yet she pretty much named it all started two years ago...

I'm gonna come out of this GREAT or dead...

either way it should be an great adventure!

anyone home???

So I all of my friends are great beautiful and talented people...

I'm just getting really tired of not seeing them...EVER!

We are so busy that we naver have a change to sit and have a good meet up...

I love them but damn this is getting kinda tired....

Hail Jebus

this head cold/allergies are really starting to piss me off...

im sitting here knitting and all I can do is stop every 5 stitches to blow my fucking nose...*sigh*


But praise to Jebus my neck pain from yesterday is gone....

YAY for weirdos!

Qoute of the day:

Today it comes from my friend Matt....

Matt: Krystofer, if you want me to believe that you don't have a meth habit you have to stop texting me at 4am!

Your Disco Needs You

So today to add insult to injury I had my wallet stolen waiting for the bart with my brand new Fast Pass that I used exactly once...

the only reason I havnt thrown myself under a bus is that I'm going to go see Kylie tonight...

I'm rather excited...

I could just vomit glitter!

This rock

There's a low rock wall
By the cliffs of Mohàr
Runs from down on the ground
Right up through the sea air
As a child I would climb
To the top of those stairs
And wish on the fog
I was anywhere else...

The farms and the valleys
Are ringed with the stones
Of the men who built walls
So's to be more alone
All that's left of them now
Are their fears and their bones
But the rocks they pulled up
Were all I've ever known

The Rock fought my spirit
The Rock fed my anger
The Rock broke my heart
Like the waves of the sea
I tried hard to fight
But it still grew inside me

This island
My Ireland
The Rock is in me

Hard was the ground
In which this child grew
Unforgiving and cold
Was the home that I knew
But knowing the soil
Holds no harbor for you
Makes pulling up roots
That much easier to do

Set sail!
Young pilgrims
Set sail to a new land
Set sail!
Our future
Is out there to find

Now it's been years
Since I've been in that place
And the winds of my life
Have all weathered my face
But it's only with distance
And the coming of grace
That I see in you beauty
I could never replace

The Rock forged my spirit
The Rock was my anchor
The Rock held me fast
Through the storms of my youth
Now you'll never die
Cause you live on inside me

An oileán seo (This island)
Mo h-Éireann féin (My Ireland)
Li-li-li...

12 Dancing Princess

My tribe...

Leather, Floggers, and Chains...

OH MY!

it must be Folsom Street...

See you all there!

Latex, bondage, and flogging Oh my!

So I have a part time job interview for Kink.com for a set designer...this should be fun LoL talk about getting new insperation for my knitting!

I have been jamming to alot of music latley...and I found this AWESOME version of "Word Up"...everyone remebers the original from Cameo right...Here is a fucking awesome version by Willis. The best way to discribe it is a audio version of a Scotch on the rocks, Hot yet sultry....

Excitment Has Bled Into Freaking Out

Okay so I quit qork and am ready to go back to school...

I was Ubber xcited about this change in events becasue I was ready for a change...But now all that excitment has bled into "OMG WHAT AM I DOING?!?!?!"

Change is something that has to happen but its also something that is a bit scary even when you want it too happen.

I'm getting alot of positive comments about going going. And I know its something that when I get started I'm going to love...but its that waiting to start that gets me.

I had the same feeling when I decided to sign up for Aids Lifecycle that first year...then I ran across a post on the ALC message board and it kinda calmed me down a bit:

You are not alone in your angst. Fear? It is just the element of emotion most commonly encountered. Working your way through it is part of the whole journey. Just start now, and know you will never be alone...

I think I can apply that to this...

Change happens if we want it to or not...we just have to go head on into it and see what happens on the other side...

boob2

boob2, originally uploaded by Rooboost.

I wanna make a pair of these for Sarah Femm...

cock warmer...

ik vind hem leuk, originally uploaded by pentia.

Ummm this kinda rocks.....

Look at me go!

I'm going to art school baby!


WOOOHOOOO!!!!

I'm majoring in Fashion Design...couldnt you just spit!

I had to go out and rent Cowboys and Demons....its jsut a GREAT movie aboutfashion school..

Take a break...

...for a great heart ripping song...



the idea of this song came when she watched a documentary about a woman that bound out her fiance was HIV+.

The got married and she took care of him as he got sicker.

Sarah wrote this song for them in 15 min....

To Stuart...

i search your profile
for a translation
i study the conversation
like a map
'cause i know there is strength
in the differences between us
and i know there is comfort
where we overlap

come here
stand in front of the light
stand still
so i can see your silhouette
i hope
you have got all night
'cause i'm not done looking,
no, i'm not done looking yet

each one of us
wants a piece of the action
you can hear it in what we say
you can see it in what we do
we negotiate with chaos
for some sense of satisfaction
if you won't give it to me
at least give me a better view

come here
stand in front of the light
stand still
so i can see your silhouette
i hope
you have got all night
'cause i'm not done looking
no,
i'm not done looking yet

i build each one of my songs
out of glass
so you can see me inside of them
i suppose
or you could just leave the image of me
in the background, i guess
and watch your own reflection superimposed

i build each one of my days out of hope
and i give that hope your name
and i don't know you that well
but it don't take much to tell
either you don't have the balls
or you don't feel the same

come here
stand in front of the light
stand still
so i can see your silhouette
i hope
you have got all night
'cause i'm not done looking
no, i'm not done looking yet

i search your profile for a translation
i study the conversation like a map
'cause i know there is strength
in the differences between us
and i know there is comfort
where we overlap

Lubbock or Leave it...

So I'm siting here in Lubbock with one of the most beautiful, sweet, charming men I have ever met. I've known him for 4 years and he truly has me wrapped...

He's in Lubbock and I'm in San Francisco.

I leave in around 8 days. And I don't want to get on the plane. I talked to Stuart about it and he doesn't want me to go either...

*sigh*

Mad as hell!

incase the rest of you havnt heard our beloved Gov. of California is trying to cut HIV/AIDS funding by AT LEAST One Billion dollars ($1,000,000,000) and we as a people need to fight this...

How can you justify gutting funding from HIV testing, research, housing help, med help....without these money PEOPLE WILL DIE!

This little queer is not standing for it anymore...I am throwin gmyself into fundraising for AIDS LIFECYCLE. The money I raise for the next coming year will save lives....

On that note here is a little video from this years ride... I hope you enjoy!

Our deepest fear

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.