When fear takes over

So most people know that I have a fascination with all things paranormal. I've had it since I was young. And I think it stems from my fear of death. So I'm always trying to find out what happens after... That's why I watch shows like Ghost Adventures, celebrity ghost stories, my ghost story caught on tape, and esp Long Island Medium

That being said I feel that things happen for a reason, like being invited to visit a friend in norcal and meeting someone that would become a really good friend of mine. And on top of that I would unknowingly be the gay version of her mother who passed. It's my belief that she placed me there for her Daughter...

So when I get upset that I live in a city I know no one in I know it's because there is a reason that is bigger than me. I might be scared but when that fear kicks in I just remind myself that there is a reason I'm here and I should wait and see what it could be....

Loving my bday gift

So I'm loving my kindle. I'm reading thru a ton of books and I actually have a lot already downloaded... I'm hoping to get thru 12 classics in 12 months...

Right now I just started The Secret Garden... I read this in like 6 grade and forgot how much I liked It....

Any suggestions I should look up?

Red headed slut

This is the start of my new design... it's going to have a mesh central panel and lace edging... I'm thinking about calling it "red headed slut" due to the fact it's easy but does have a little bite to it when you reach the edging...

From here to Infinity...

So I'm knitting a hunter green infinity scarf. I forget that the name isn't from the loop the scarf makes but the long ass time it takes to knit one!

Tho I will say it's nice to have a project on my needles. I have been in a rut in my knitting and it's been sucking ass! I have 2000 yards of a Garnett lace weigh and can't figure out anything to do with it. I've hated everything I've started with it.

Sigh

So here's hoping this scarf gets me out if my rut. I figure why I'm knitting this I canthink what to make out of this awesome yarn... hopefully it can be a mother's day gift...

Wish me luck and best knitting cause I'll need it lol