Can I have some more please...

Picture this...

Walgreen pharmacy on Castro....

Jose: Hey hun how are you doing. I came to pick up my prescription.

Pharmacist: Sure we can do that whats your name?

Jose: My nams is Jose _____, here's my I'D.

Pharmacist: Here it is, Vicodine...Is there anything else I can do?

Jose: Yea could you fax in my other script to my dentist. Its for my other script of Vicodine, 48 pills I do believe...

Pharmacist: Sure I can do that...

Me: 48? You just got a bottle of 48...

Jose: Well this 48 is for my back...and this is for my mouth...


So.....Vicodine has to be body part specific? who knew lol

These are my friends...*sigh*

*takes a deep breathe*

I've achieved so much in life, but I'm an amateur in love
My bank account is doing just fine,
But my emotions are bankrupt
My body is nice and strong, but my heart is in a million pieces
When the sun is shining, so am I
But when night falls, so do my tears

Sometimes the fear is so loud in my heart
That I can barely tell our voices apart
Sometimes the fear is so loud in my head,
That I can barely hear what God says

But then I hear a whisper that, 'This, too, shall pass'
I hear the angels whisper that, 'This, too, shall pass'
My ancestors whisper that this day will one day be the past
So I walk in faith that this, too, shall pass

The one that loved me the most
Turned around and hurt me the worst
I'm doing my best to move on
But the pain just keeps singing me a song
My head and my heart are at war
'Cause love ain't happening the way I wanted
Feel like I'm about to break down
Can't view the light at the end of the tunnel

It's when I pray for healing in my heart
To be put back together, what is torn apart
And I pray for quiet in my head
That I can hear clearly what God says

Then I hear a whisper that, 'This, too, shall pass'
I hear the angels whisper that, 'This, too, shall pass'
My ancestors whisper that this day will one day be the past
So I walk in faith that this, too, shall pass

All of a sudden I realize that it only hurts worse to fight it
So I embrace my shadow, and hold onto the morning light

This, too, shall pass... This, too, shall pass...

I hear the angels whisper that trouble don't have to last always
I hear the angels whisper:
Even the day after tomorrow will one day be yesterday
I hear my angels whisper
I hear my angels whisper: This, too, shall pass.

Diamond Mind

I cant express to you how much I love Rasputina...Punk rock cellos...seriously!



I woke up to a beautiful morning...the fog was just setting inon the jcity and from my view the sun was out shining on top of it all...it was glouriuos and if I had a functing digi cam,

note camara don't like being dropped in pitches of beer...end note

I would have taken a few shots for you....

fundraising idea..

I think I'm going to take Alison from Imagiknit to tea and talk to her... I wanna have a fundraiser at her shop... i'm thinking about having my friends knit up some shawls and having a fashion show then a silent auction to raise money....I think it could be a cute idea...thoughts?

She likes me...

I found a note in my facebook page from a Mrs. Trauma Flintstones...

YOU have the best drag name I have ever, ever seen. Because I've been performing a loooooooooong time, I often get interviewed. And, inevitably, I'm asked about my own drag name (Trauma Flintstone). Then, the interviewer will ask about other drag names. I have cited your name as the BEST of all drag names out there. I'm also quite fond of Lois Commondenominator, Sharon Needles and Delia Cards. But you, mister, WIN.

Kudos to you.

Yea I flipped out when I read that...I admire her A LOT and to see that she has listed my name under her favorites kinda makes me happy...

interesting...

after 2 years of craziness, ipod getting stolen, hijacked on the Fline, beaten in the head with a gun by a tranny...and now work, housing issues...and now I find out my grandfather MIGHT have breast cancer, and my mom is getting her 4th divorce and moving to Florida my freind did my astrology chart...and this is what is says...

Oh wow, you poor thing, no wonder you are copping it from all sides.

I was correct in my assumption about the Pluto transit. You've had Pluto messing around with your Neptune for nearly a full two years now. Neptune is a planet that makes us want to "merge" with the universe, if you know what I mean. You've got a very strong Neptunian influence in your birth chart, so this transit is particularly painful for you. Your normal support network is being stripped away, you've probably experienced ( and probably are still experiencing) some severe depression. People with strong Neptunian influences generally have some sort of addiction issue. Neptunian people really feel the pain of the world and escape that in various ways. Be it drugs, alcohol, sex or food, you've probably been trying to take comfort in your addiction, but it's not been terribly effective. As I said in my previous email, it feels like the end of the world as you know it.

The good news, is that this transit will be over by the end of December, so things may not ncessarily be looking up by then, but you should be feeling better about them.

The other transit you've had going at the moment is the Black Moon on your Venus. The Black Moon as a particular point in space that relates to the moon, and deals with deep feminine secrets and issues. You've no doubt been having some deep internal stuff going on over the last few months. This would also relate to your concerns for your mother's well being. I'm sure you love her very much, but judging from your natal chart, she has been causing you pain from probably the moment you were born. Unintentionally of course.

Coming up, Pluto is going to hit your Jupiter - Jupiter is all about fun and good fortune. Emotionally things should be a bit easier than they have been. Your social circle may diminish, and things that currently bring you joy may stop doing so. Hopefully this will be aleviated by the triple teaming of Neptune, Chiron and Jupiter which will be hitting your Sun at about the same time. There will be new things and people coming into your life to help you through this period.

I've been trying to figure out how to say this delicately, but can't seem to find a way. So here it is. Whatever your addiction/pleasure, please be careful with it. The powerful team of Neptune Chiron and Jupiter can indicate suffering from having fun. It had a huge influence on Michael Jackson's chart at the time of his death.

You're going through an incredibly powerful process of transformation. You will be a new, better and stronger you once you come out the other side. It's hard to remember that in the moment. You have people around you who love and care for you, and they will help you through. It will get better.

*sigh* how funny is that...and she didnt even know half of the shit that went down yet she pretty much named it all started two years ago...

I'm gonna come out of this GREAT or dead...

either way it should be an great adventure!

anyone home???

So I all of my friends are great beautiful and talented people...

I'm just getting really tired of not seeing them...EVER!

We are so busy that we naver have a change to sit and have a good meet up...

I love them but damn this is getting kinda tired....

Hail Jebus

this head cold/allergies are really starting to piss me off...

im sitting here knitting and all I can do is stop every 5 stitches to blow my fucking nose...*sigh*


But praise to Jebus my neck pain from yesterday is gone....

YAY for weirdos!

Qoute of the day:

Today it comes from my friend Matt....

Matt: Krystofer, if you want me to believe that you don't have a meth habit you have to stop texting me at 4am!

Your Disco Needs You

So today to add insult to injury I had my wallet stolen waiting for the bart with my brand new Fast Pass that I used exactly once...

the only reason I havnt thrown myself under a bus is that I'm going to go see Kylie tonight...

I'm rather excited...

I could just vomit glitter!