This rock

There's a low rock wall
By the cliffs of Mohàr
Runs from down on the ground
Right up through the sea air
As a child I would climb
To the top of those stairs
And wish on the fog
I was anywhere else...

The farms and the valleys
Are ringed with the stones
Of the men who built walls
So's to be more alone
All that's left of them now
Are their fears and their bones
But the rocks they pulled up
Were all I've ever known

The Rock fought my spirit
The Rock fed my anger
The Rock broke my heart
Like the waves of the sea
I tried hard to fight
But it still grew inside me

This island
My Ireland
The Rock is in me

Hard was the ground
In which this child grew
Unforgiving and cold
Was the home that I knew
But knowing the soil
Holds no harbor for you
Makes pulling up roots
That much easier to do

Set sail!
Young pilgrims
Set sail to a new land
Set sail!
Our future
Is out there to find

Now it's been years
Since I've been in that place
And the winds of my life
Have all weathered my face
But it's only with distance
And the coming of grace
That I see in you beauty
I could never replace

The Rock forged my spirit
The Rock was my anchor
The Rock held me fast
Through the storms of my youth
Now you'll never die
Cause you live on inside me

An oileán seo (This island)
Mo h-Éireann féin (My Ireland)
Li-li-li...

12 Dancing Princess

My tribe...

Leather, Floggers, and Chains...

OH MY!

it must be Folsom Street...

See you all there!

Latex, bondage, and flogging Oh my!

So I have a part time job interview for Kink.com for a set designer...this should be fun LoL talk about getting new insperation for my knitting!

I have been jamming to alot of music latley...and I found this AWESOME version of "Word Up"...everyone remebers the original from Cameo right...Here is a fucking awesome version by Willis. The best way to discribe it is a audio version of a Scotch on the rocks, Hot yet sultry....

Excitment Has Bled Into Freaking Out

Okay so I quit qork and am ready to go back to school...

I was Ubber xcited about this change in events becasue I was ready for a change...But now all that excitment has bled into "OMG WHAT AM I DOING?!?!?!"

Change is something that has to happen but its also something that is a bit scary even when you want it too happen.

I'm getting alot of positive comments about going going. And I know its something that when I get started I'm going to love...but its that waiting to start that gets me.

I had the same feeling when I decided to sign up for Aids Lifecycle that first year...then I ran across a post on the ALC message board and it kinda calmed me down a bit:

You are not alone in your angst. Fear? It is just the element of emotion most commonly encountered. Working your way through it is part of the whole journey. Just start now, and know you will never be alone...

I think I can apply that to this...

Change happens if we want it to or not...we just have to go head on into it and see what happens on the other side...

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boob2, originally uploaded by Rooboost.

I wanna make a pair of these for Sarah Femm...

cock warmer...

ik vind hem leuk, originally uploaded by pentia.

Ummm this kinda rocks.....

Look at me go!

I'm going to art school baby!


WOOOHOOOO!!!!

I'm majoring in Fashion Design...couldnt you just spit!

I had to go out and rent Cowboys and Demons....its jsut a GREAT movie aboutfashion school..

Take a break...

...for a great heart ripping song...



the idea of this song came when she watched a documentary about a woman that bound out her fiance was HIV+.

The got married and she took care of him as he got sicker.

Sarah wrote this song for them in 15 min....

To Stuart...

i search your profile
for a translation
i study the conversation
like a map
'cause i know there is strength
in the differences between us
and i know there is comfort
where we overlap

come here
stand in front of the light
stand still
so i can see your silhouette
i hope
you have got all night
'cause i'm not done looking,
no, i'm not done looking yet

each one of us
wants a piece of the action
you can hear it in what we say
you can see it in what we do
we negotiate with chaos
for some sense of satisfaction
if you won't give it to me
at least give me a better view

come here
stand in front of the light
stand still
so i can see your silhouette
i hope
you have got all night
'cause i'm not done looking
no,
i'm not done looking yet

i build each one of my songs
out of glass
so you can see me inside of them
i suppose
or you could just leave the image of me
in the background, i guess
and watch your own reflection superimposed

i build each one of my days out of hope
and i give that hope your name
and i don't know you that well
but it don't take much to tell
either you don't have the balls
or you don't feel the same

come here
stand in front of the light
stand still
so i can see your silhouette
i hope
you have got all night
'cause i'm not done looking
no, i'm not done looking yet

i search your profile for a translation
i study the conversation like a map
'cause i know there is strength
in the differences between us
and i know there is comfort
where we overlap

Lubbock or Leave it...

So I'm siting here in Lubbock with one of the most beautiful, sweet, charming men I have ever met. I've known him for 4 years and he truly has me wrapped...

He's in Lubbock and I'm in San Francisco.

I leave in around 8 days. And I don't want to get on the plane. I talked to Stuart about it and he doesn't want me to go either...

*sigh*