We all fall down

Today is the day that my ex moves out... Its kinda wierd. I care for him but at the same time watching him go leaves me with a cold numb feeling.  I have to figure out what I'm doing. I can't stay here, but I dont want to move with Beth and the boys.

If you know me, you know that I suck at transitions, they are not my strong suit. I was flirting with the idea of going to visit family in Indiana but I'm not sure if I really want to.

FUCK....

I.hate.this

The Endless Baby Sweater

So I'm knitting a Surprise Baby Jacket and as much as I love making them, this one is being a pain in my fucking ass. I keep loosing count and have to rip back... What should take me 8-10 hours is taken me 2 months.  It's for my fav waitress at a diner her in town. Shes due in like 3 weeks... I need to get on this damn thing.

Fuck I think I might run out of yarn... Guess it will be trimmed in black lol