gender bender

Okay, I just had a VERY LONG discusion with agirl about why I like to wear makeup…

I told her it WASNT a gay thing, I wear it becasue I like it…which brought up the topic of gender, and I told her that gender DOES NOT determain sexual prefrence, or even that it determines what sex you are…

Gender is between your eays and sex is between your legs…And they DO NOT go hand in hand.

I know some VERY “femine” men that are 100% straight and some masc. females that are 100% straight…

GENDER is NOT what sex you are or which sex you like…

I think of myself as genderqueer or genderfluid.

I’m a boy that wears makeup, girls clothes, but im am not a drag queen, of do I want to be a girl…this is just WHO I AM…

Gender is a social standing….with out society there wouldn’t be gender.

Gender is not a box you can check, there is no black and white area when it comes to it. its all gray. It’s a spectrum baside on everyone.

your thoughts?

I leave you with the lovely xXxMichealJamesXxX

Interview on the Ave...

oh where could it be...

I just dropped alot of minoey on some new makeup and what do i do...being the savant you all know and love...

I LOOSE HALF OF IT...

Okay, "loose" is a strong word...more like temporaly misplaced...see that sounds SOO much beter doesnt it ;-)

I have been looking for this lipgloss for 45 min. MUCH TO LONG for a little bottle of lip pigment if you ask me.

But anywhooo...

2 weeks from today is my last day in my store...SQUEEEE...its slowly growning nearer to my departing date and I'm getting antsy...I have pretty much everything in order plus I found out that I'm getting $400+ back on my stimulus check so thats even beter..here's hoping i get it sooner rather than later!

I have been talking to Miss Chave and this is going to be fun...And no Jason, I havnt forgotton about you! You two beter show me a good time either monday night or tuesday!

What have I forgot...hmmmm...*scans entry quickly...*

OHHHH YES.....Today is my lovely Sisters Bday!

Leslie-Ann Jones was born today and we are still feeling the quake of that day...

This young lass turns 22 today...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SISTER!

Moving is a bitch...

THIS....IS....CHAVE!

Ladies and Gelly Spoons...this is Chave at the Dyke March in San fran...

isnt she GREAT!

http://tinyurl.com/4dvk4q

you know you love her!

I'm moving

Okay...So as most of you know I have been moving ALOT this year...well Here I go again...

I'm moving to San Francisco...

I know, right!!!

I got back from the ride and decied I have to live there, I'm kinda tired of Indy so I booked my flight told work, which they thought I was joking itll I told them I had a store picked out and that they said it would be okay for me to transfer.

And now I'm just waiting for the 28 to get here so I can fly out.

Am I going to miss Indy, well YEA but I'm 24 and I think this is the best time to do any serious things like this. I will never know if I woul dhave liked it or not if I don't go. So deep breathe all...Thisis going to be a VERY bumpy ride!

just a random post...

already counting days till next year!

Haroo Haroo

Where are your arms that held me tight? Harooo, Harooo
When first you wne to join the tight? Harooo, Harooo
Where are your arms that held me tight when first went to join the fight
and we will never more share the night

Johny I hardly I hardly knew ya...

They're rolling out the drums again, Harooo Harooo
They're rolling out the drums again, Harooo Harooo
They're rolling out the drums again,
They are stirrin gup the boys and men,
And I feel we wil never see the end...

Johny I hardly knew ya...




BRING THEM HOME!

Indy Pride...

So I think I might skip out of pride a bit this year...



Spending the last week with 3000 people covered in glitter, fethers, sequins, pasties, red dresses, abba playing from rest stops, dancing all over the state of california, hotties in nothing but bikini's (men and women i might add), indianapolis Pride somehow is leaving me wanting...

And to my SP:

What's your favorite summertime drink?

Well besides Ice Tea which is just fucking awesum, I LOVE Mimosas...its a great drink all day till you go to a evening party, you can lounge with them, have them for brunch...they just rock!

HERO CREED

• I have risen before dawn in this fight against AIDS• I’ve rallied family, friends and strangers to support me in this fight• I’ve spent mornings, afternoons and weekends training for those who can’t• I have spent hundreds of dollars on equipment, clothing and energy bars• I have learned hand signals, how to clip in, and the importance of stopping at every stop sign• I have yelled “Car Up!,” “Car Back!,” and “On Your Left!” approximately one million times• I have raised thousands of dollars to support the well being of someone else’s life• I have learned that if I don’t talk about HIV, to prevent it from spreading, who will?• I will stand in line with my closest friends for breakfast, lunch, dinner, and to use the bathroom• I will ride side by side with them for the same cause• I will spend a week sleeping in a tent, eating in a tent, and showering in a truck• I will make over two thousand new and interesting friends while raising public awareness of HIV/AIDS• I will laugh out loud and cry with them• I will dedicate a week of my life to improve someone else’s• I will do things with my body I did not think I could do• I will boldly show the world how strongly I believe in this cause• I will ride my bicycle from San Francisco to Los Angeles to raise awareness and money in the fight against HIV/AIDS• I am a California AIDS/LifeCyclist• I am a HEROHeroes Talk about HIV/AIDS

Secect Pal 11 Questionnaire

1. What is/are your favorite yarn/s to knit with? What fibers do you absolutely *not* like?

I love ALL fibers...I have to say that I'm not a big an of red heart but Ihave been known to use it when push comes to shove...

2. What do you use to store your needles/hooks in?

right now They are in my Betty Boop Lunch box, well my Circs are in there packages and stowed there...I dont have many straights since I lost alot of them in the many moves I had this year...

3. How long have you been knitting & how did you learn? Would you consider your skill level to be beginner, intermediate or advanced?

for around 3 years. I taught myself with a learn to knit kit and I think I would be a intermediate/advanced knitter...I hate to label myself becasue I just knit what I want, be it hard or not

4. Do you have an Amazon or other online wish list? I do, but I cant find the link right now but there is a link somewhere around my blog

5. What's your favorite scent?
mmmm I'm open to anything really

6. Do you have a sweet tooth? Favorite candy?

ANY CANDY...really...I'm not picky onthis topic lol

7. What other crafts or Do-It-Yourself things do you like to do? Do you spin? I keep wanting to learn how to spin, buti did get a new sewing maching for Krysmas that i still need to break out!

8. What kind of music do you like? Can your computer/stereo play MP3s? (if your buddy wants to make you a CD) Indy, alternative....

9. What's your favorite color(s)? Any colors you just can't stand? blue, red, blac, I'm just not a big fan of pastels

10. What is your family situation? Do you have any pets? I am renting a house with some other people but thy all have dogs, but im dog free *sniff*

11. Do you wear scarves, hats, mittens or ponchos? I wear scarves ALOT and hats when I can find where I put them

12. What is/are your favorite item/s to knit? socks and lace... I LOVE them and I dont really know why

13. What are you knitting right now? a simple scarf and about to cast on a new lace shawl

14. Do you like to receive handmade gifts? OF COURSE

15. Do you prefer straight or circular needles? Bamboo, aluminum, plastic? All of the above

16. Do you own a yarn winder and/or swift? I had a winder but again got lost in the moves

17. How old is your oldest UFO? only a few months,all my other ones have been sent to the frog pond

18. What is your favorite holiday? umm...my birthday...but if that doesnt count, HALLOWEEN!

19. Is there anything that you collect? hmmm...not anymore

20. Any books, yarns, needles or patterns out there you are dying to get your hands on? What knitting magazine subscriptions do you have? OMg sad to say I'm not subscribed to anything...

21. Are there any new techniques you'd like to learn?

22. Are you a sock knitter? What are your foot measurements? YES I AM lol I have a ten inch foot

23. When is your birthday? Feb 18

Pete is a Sex God!

okay, so I LOVE Pete Burns...always have. I love the fact he doesnt give a shit and changes his face when ever he wants, or gets bored with it...

New tattoo

So I decided its time for a new tattoo and I LOVE this lyric...I'm trying to find a great font to write it in...I want something that looks like old script, any ideas? Maybe like a old ink well pen...hmmmm

And I want to get this going down side


Alegria
Come un lampo di vita
Alegria
Come un pazzo gridare
Alegria
Del delittuoso grido
Bella ruggente pena,
Seren
Come la rabbia di amar
Alegria
Come un assalto di gioia

Translation:

Alegria
I see a spark of life shining
Alegria
I hear a young minstrel sing
Alegria
Beautiful roaring scream
Of joy and sorrow,
So extreme
There is a love in me raging
Alegria
A joyous,
Magical feeling

...

Update I found the font I want and here is a preview of the font...thoughts?

WE DID IT

Number of donations…
133

Total raised
$5,033

CRAZY GUYS! you are AMAZING!!!!!

You have no idea how happy I am right now…I could just POOP! Well not right here…that would be kinda messy! But I cant believe in just under 2 weeks we raised 5K…

I think this is going to have to be a yearly giveaway to make mad moneys for the ride LOL...

for all of you that havnt donated yet feel free to still give all you want, I dont have the drawing till the 28, so you still have a chance to enter!

Proud of my geek flag

Ok...So I have alittle secret...I a HUGE X-files fan. I love Sci-Fi twisty stuff like that...plus it doesnt hurt that David Duchovny is fucking adorable...

I know I'm a geek...don't judge me...

But the reason I say this is becasue a freind of mine is giving me her entire X-Files series on DVD because she is moving and is trying to get read of alot of things that she doesnt need/want/watch...

I am rather excited over this...

And after watching a few of them last night I have to ask the all im portant question...

David Duchovny why wont you love me?

my god...

Just one more reason why I hate Texas...*sigh*

Route map!

Here is the route guys!



crazy I know!

New Cardigan!

I am currently working on Kumo...Its not to badk just ALOT of St. stitch...I have the back done and working on the right front know...

I wanted a cute sweater to wear around camp, and I wanted it to be a cardigan and after searching thru a few sites I re-found Kumo. I broke out all that Adrienne Vittadini I got for a buck a ball down at Mass Ave, and started into it...Of course its black :-p

I'm still trying to decied if I want to keep or change out the back motif...hmmmm

I'm Dup. Stitching it on either way so I have till I finish the thing to decide what I want to do with it...

Pics as soon as I find my Digi Cord!

Orange...sure!

All cleanedup and colored for the ride...we are adding red to it next week, for some reason two days ago we had a full bottle of red, we locked it up in the salon came back 2 days later and someone used it leaving us with the empty bottle...but still there will be red in this soon untill then, orange is the color for the day!







Song of the day...

AMERICAN BOY by Estelle...